1928年冬，南开大学让正在读大四的吴大猷给一年级学生上实验课。一位叫阮冠世的
小师妹，令吴大猷一见钟情。

毕业前夕，阮冠世患了肺结核。亲朋好友劝吴大猷三思而行，冠世也怕拖累吴大猷，
含泪提出分手。大猷却一再表示：“生活里如果没有你，我就不会幸福！”

1929年夏，吴大猷在南开大学物理系毕业，恩师饶毓泰教授安排他留校任教，讲授近
代物理学和力学。1931年春，大猷获得中华教育文化基金会乙种研究奖学金，便赴美国密
西根大学物理系求学。而冠世因获得纽约Elmira女子学院的奖学金也赴美深造。

在美国冠世依然生病，药费开支大。有单位要突击完成一项工程研究，吴大猷每晚八
点到实验室，一直干到次日清晨6点，走出实验室就去上课，吃过晚饭又匆匆来到实验室
。每晚工作10小时，一连干了三天，共挣了15块美元。

1932年，吴大猷在美国获得硕士学位，阮冠世也转来密西根大学。经多次研究，大猷
把红外光谱仪的直线狭缝改为弯形，提高分辨率。这发明后被制造红外光谱仪的帕金?埃
尔末工厂采用。一年后，大猷完成了重要的博士论文，提出：“周期表里因为5f电子填入
，会不会产生第二个稀土族”。当时量子力学还是新学科。大猷用新的巧妙数学方法，论
证在铀92附近要开始第二个稀土族元素。这结论有非常重大的意义。此论文发表八、九年
后，为了制造原子弹，美国急于了解比铀更重的元素有什么化学性能，尤为重要的是Np-
93与Pu-94。西博格博士于1951年获得诺贝尔奖就是因为他掌握了Pu-94的化学性能。198
9年，西博格博士见到大猷，高兴地说：“当年能获得诺贝尔奖，应该归功于你的论文。
”世界学术界将吴大猷称为“锕系元素研究先驱者”。

吴大猷获得密西根大学博士学位，再次获得中基会的乙种研究奖学金。他留校研究原
子及分子理论和实验，后在哥伦比亚大学、剑桥、哈佛及麻省理工学院、加州理工学院进
行了原子和分子光谱学方面的科学实验。

1934年夏，应北京大学理学院院长饶毓泰之邀，吴大猷只好将冠世留在纽约疗养，自
己先回国。大猷在北京大学任教的三年里发表了15篇重要论文，把新的量子力学介绍到中
国。

在冠世回国后，吴大猷执意向病床上的冠世求婚，同时告诉母亲，说患肺病的女友可
能不生育……母亲惊呆了！同事师长都劝大猷要慎重对待婚姻大事。而大猷说：“生活里
如果没有她，再大的功名对我来说都没有什么幸福可言。”“她正处在最需要关照的境地
，无论如何我都不能抛弃她；而结婚，是我今生能够照顾她的惟一方式。”吴大猷的话掷
地有声，母亲只得让步了。1936年9月，八年苦恋的有情人终成眷属。

几十年来，吴大猷与阮冠世相濡以沫在科学征途上并肩前进。1970年，阮冠世凭着超
人毅力，以60岁之龄获得生物博士学位；1979年12月，因病辞世。大猷悲痛地说：“她走
了。使我失去七十三年生命中五十二年的伴侣。”

一件事情的结果只有两种: 成功，失败

成功之前，可能被所有的人认为是幼稚的，

一旦成功了，就再也没有人说了

只有失败的人才会说别人幼稚，因为他曾经失败过，

看到别人也开始做同样的事情了，于是就说别人幼稚

但是他怎么就能肯定别人也一定会失败呢？

即便后来的人又失败了

这也不等于再后面的做这件事就也是幼稚的

这个世界上，只有违反能量守恒定律，违反热力学第二定律这样的事情才是不可能的

违背自然科学的规律是不可能的

但是一旦涉及到跟人有关的的事情没有什么不可能的

宪法也是可以改的

语言也是可以重新定义的

“幼稚”是失败的人为自己寻求心理安慰的借口

类似于“吃不着葡萄说葡萄酸”

其实仔细一想，按照这个逻辑，世界所有想做某件事情并且还尚未成功的人都是“幼稚”的

记得老罗语录说的不错

本来大家都是怀有高尚的美好的理想和信念

但是随着社会的折磨，一些人崩溃了，

开始道德沦丧，开始口是心非

最后有些人飞黄腾达了，

其实他们是失败者，因为他们放弃了以前的信念

所以，他们就更不应该反过来说那些还没有放弃信念的人“幼稚”

毕竟他们还有成功的可能

而这些飞黄腾达的人，再也没有机会了

today I originally wanted to change a blog space,
I found that sohu's blog is very suitable for me
because I could edit the style directly
but unfortunately the function of moving blog from msn spaces to sohu
was unavailable because of msn spaces' upgrade

finally I must be patient to find where the error was

I could not visit my space also because there was something wrong
with the network of Institute of Semiconductor
So I must use the proxy of PKU

How boring!

then I found that after upgrade of spaces,
the original media player and tweak tools were both changed
So I must also change them in "customize"
then my space revived ultimatedly!

one month passing by
two revel nights of Guitar Association of PKU also passed by.
I am very mild and quiet that do not want to have some comment

just upload the photos

the background music is updated too.
Now it is from "Eternal Tears of Sorrow"
this song is very classical, in the 6th revel nights of GAPU
our band imitate the intro of this song, as our own intro.
if you have the video of that living show,
you can enjoy it and verify it.

Long time no perform, all of my mind was into the experiment and papers

when the result was about to come out

I encountered a very very boring problem that was not predicted originally

in low temperature, my sample was parted everytime....

once the sample was parted,

I must start a new round of all the procedures, which might take 4-5 hours..

then,

repeat, repeat..

time and time again,

there was only failure

I had no mood to laugh, to play pc game, to enjoy music, even to sleep

just like the first light of the morn

seems so near, but really very far from my palms

hoping for the transformation from quantity to essence

background music updated: <Prophetian> from "Eternal Tears of Sorrow"

it is the song I listened everyday when preparing IELTS

the atmosphere is gloomy, cold but beautiful,

just like a lonely, hungry wolf looking up to the rainbow in the frozen and snowy sky

the name of the band: Eternal Tears of Sorrow

only the name can affect so many people...

it is really a bloody inspirational band!

so every dream is possible..

but, when future becomes "now",

all dreams will be broken,

with only the "reality" left

time is just like a judge

early or late,

future will be sentenced to become only one possibility

this one "posibility" could be a bless or a curse,

which depends on the effort

I have no time to think of happiness or sweetness

I just don't want to be sentenced cruelly by time

to another perspective

I am happy now, because I am still "hopeful",still be able to endeavor..

in my office

since the first day I came into this office

he seemed to hate me and another classmate, who was also from PKU, very much.

so everytime something was wrong with the sanitation or other problem, such

as that my classmate didn't know the socket of the water machine,

he began to criticize me.

It was true that they were my fault indeed,

but he always attribute them to PKU,

and said: "here is not pku.....the pku students are....." and so so

obviously, it was prejudice

maybe I looked like a music boy, maybe my classmate looked like an officer..

mabybe.....

although, it is wrong to guess other people's heart.

but , after that,

there were still some flaw with the details of sanitation in my office

that were because of me

but obviously ,these problem were so small and hard to say

if you want to go behind it, everyone can not escape from the punishment.

then he began to say something like " you'd better leave this office.."

apparently he wanted me to leave,

he regarded me as the nail in his eyes...

yesterday, while my experiment equipment running,

I went to my office to wait the data, so I began to open the pc game.

then he suddenly said: "what are you doing, the sound of typing is too large, too boring"

after that, he said many other things continuosly

he denounced me and Zhao Jian for not being on duty recently

indeed, Zhao Jian and I were not on duty as the schedule on the wall

it was our fault.

but again he mentioned that we must leave this office, and noticed Zhao Jian

(at that time, Zhao Jian was not in)

when ZHaoJian back, we met the teacher together.

Zhao J said that he sometimes was on duty on time and sometimes not

than my teacher asked " who can prove that? who can be the witness?"

suddenly I felt very very cold because he even asked for "witness"!

I said to my teacher:

"Indeed I forgot to be on duty sometimes

but I usually tidy the room when I was not on duty

I don't want to obey the schedule too formalistic

because I regard us as friends.."

and I also told him: "if you want to ask me to leave, you can always find a reason,

now I was on duty sometimes that were not on the schedule,

I was also not on duty when I should be according the schedule,

now, you are unsatisfied on me, and ask me to leave this office

then, do you think it is a quantity problem, or an essence problem?"

I can not remember what he said, because what he said was too illogical....

he wanted to conceal the prejudice, he also wanted to releave his dissatisfaction

I felt cold, because several days ago, we had a chat very happily,

but now, my teacher even used so acerb words and so cheeky means to drive me out

I was wrong, but how the teacher deal with it is a problem

it can reflect the real heart of the teacher.

a real kind, easy going, openhanded people will not deal with this problem like this

finally, I was punished to be on duty everyday until I graduate

I accepted it , although I can not accept it at the bottom of my heart.

for my future, this is only a small stumbling block

not worth to regard.

all these things ,were because of PKU

which taked us a lot of aura，courage，wisdom

also taked us prejudice, jealousness, and black hand.

in fact, most of my teachers and classmates are very kind

while there always exist such smear

it accelerates me to study hard, to leave here

just like a saying: this is a heaven of weeds, but a hell of big trees

I also predict, there must be another time in the near future

that my teacher pick a hole on me

it was so adventruous and exciting that

being in the same office with a person who are always deliberately planning to drive me out

I just wait.....

I just wait......

Edit, mixing: violetelegy

it was really a bliss that my girlfriend wrote a song, for the anniversary of ourselves

I was so exciting, so affected, could not stop tearing

only music can cure our lives

to unfreeze the distance

to warm us in the frozen Eden

because of conditions of equipments and others,

there is no vocals in the song,

so I used "virtual orchestral plugin" to edit it

a little rough

simpler than a symphony, but more baroque than a pop song...

to see the lyrics and the original, go to see my girlfriend's spaces...

Although I squeezed through the IELTS, sometimes I am still in trouble with English. The English ability would also degenerate without daily practise. If you read my artile, please point out the errors .....

1. Serveral days ago, the "CentralMus" company(中音公司) called me to tell me that my audio card -- Mia midi -- had been successfully repaired. They sent it to the headquarters of "Echo Company" (the producer of my audio card "Mia midi"), which locates at California, USA. The company resended CentralMus a new one, to replace the broken one.

Initially hopeless I thought, I was so amazing that they even responded me about the card. It was unbelievable that they really helped me, although it was a little slow. They also asked me for 300RMB, as the repair fee. But I thoutht the fee was reasonable.

Last Wednesday I went to CentralMus Company to fetch my audio card. It was in "GUO MAO"(国贸), which is too far from Zhong Guan Cun. It took me about 1 hour. When arriving there, the technique personnel showed me the new audio card. The card was hermetic with a yellow seal. He opened it. Then I ask him to test my card on his computer

Pity that the card was still unavailable. Then we test it repeatedly, all failed. It was always said that American regarded credit very important, but now, it became sceptical. Finally I said that " Give me the card, I don't want to give the 300RMB, I also decide to give up repairing it, at least I have a new card now-- Juli@". The personnel agreed with me finally.

After back, I didn't test the card because of busyness on working. Now I still don't know whether the card is available in my computer. If it was OK, I would sell it. It was still worth 500RMB at least.

2. Today, at noon , Feng Guoxing (冯国星)invited all the undergraduate classmates to join his wedding dinner. It was an interesting but a little flirtatious dinner. The games, which were thought out by the compere, were all very flirtatious.

But, the most amazing thing in my opinion was that ilovebach became much thinner than before. He even reduced 30km successfully! Now he was about 80km. His face became also very slim and a little handsome. Some people said that it looked like the popstar Zhang Yusheng(张雨生). I reccommended him to post his photo on the guitarPKU board of BDWM BBS. Now nearly all people were very suprised.

3. The cryogenic equipment had been finished today, including the small brass cap, which is used to help pasting quantum well sample on them in order to give the sample sufficient stress. My program of VC was also finished, the final debugging was carried out this afternoon. In the following days, the life of designing and construction will end. And the life of measurement and debugging will begin.

感觉口语6分有点冤, 我发挥的那么好,
还不停的反问考官问题
滔滔不绝说了半天,感觉怎么说也有7分了,
最后居然才给了个6, (也许是我太藐视考官了)

听力感觉我只错了3个, 最后才7分,
可能这次题简单, 总体标准就高了

阅读和写作成绩比较正常

回想半年前, 世界杯的时候, 刚刚开始痛下决心搞定英语
然后就开始了痛苦的"十七天搞定gre单词的旅程"
之后的半年里, 简直暗天无日

到现在, 咬牙坚持下来的感觉真的是很爽
因为我见证了"量变引起质变"的道理
这也让我更加相信了"人定胜天"

过去的5年里, gre, 雅思这种东西距离我那么的遥远
一提英语就害怕
现在,那种日子终于一去不复返了
半年里, 我从一个四级62.5,词汇量不到2000,六级三次不过的人
变成了现在的状态

很多时候,我们最大的敌人就是自己
战胜了自己就战胜了一切

后面还有很多坎坷
但愿我能够咬牙坚持到底

经过是这样的
京哈高速上，快到东六环的时候，有个立交桥
司机开车时候点烟
右车头一头撞在了水泥墩子上，那个水泥墩子是区分主路和辅路用的
当时没有任何人有心理准备
只听一声巨响，我就跟我前面的椅子一起向前飞出去了
我趴在椅子背上，椅子下面估计还有人
然后车就沿着水泥墩子往前滑，
巨响之后大概一两秒我反应过来出事了，于是就顺势趴在前面的椅子上不动
等着往前滑动的车停下来
车里面全是烟，我摔倒的地方正对着车门，
貌似过了好久，估计得滑了五六秒，或者七八秒，车才停了下来
书包还在怀里，于是就不顾一切冲了出去，
由于我摔倒的地方正对着车门，所以我大概是第一个跑出来的

冲出去以后怕车爆炸，撒腿就往前跑，跑了几十米才停下来回去看

车里面人陆续都跑出来了，有人浑身是血，有人浑身是油，
有人走道一瘸一拐，有人手坏了，据说还有个孕妇闹肚子疼
有些人在哇哇大哭，有些人在骂

只见这个公共汽车已经撞栏了，右半个底盘已经不成样子了
几乎所有玻璃都碎了，车上前排的座椅横七竖八的
有两个椅子扣在地上，我想那大概就是我趴着的那个椅子
平时那个椅子连揣都揣不动
这次居然因为惯性都被从车厢上拔了起来
可想而知当时有多大的力量
整个车咬在路边的水泥墩子上，
第一个水泥墩子已经被撞歪了，
车沿着后面的水泥墩子大概滑出去二三十米
撞上的地方满地都是密密麻麻的黄色的东西，
可能是香蕉，由于离我跑出来地方太远，我也没过去仔细看

车底下还有个人
后面的一辆车也停了下来，一些人喊去抬车救人
我没敢过去，怕车爆炸，满地都是汽油

一开始一帮小伙子去抬车，抬半天抬不动，车下的人腿还在动弹，
后来警察，120都来了，用千斤顶把下面的人救了出来，不知道现在怎么样了

我跟着急救车到了医院，照了个x光，大夫告诉我没事

跟我一起坐急救车走的人有好几个，都是轻伤的，有一对夫妇
女的手撞破了，没啥大事，男的腿大概出了问题，被担架抬在急救车上的

车上据说有个孕妇，在我们之前就已经被一两专门的急救车拉走了
还有几个重伤的也在我们之前拉走了，车下那个人什么时候救出来的我还不知道
现在也不知道怎么样了，估计死的可能性不大，救人的时候有人在喊
说没事，没压住，那个人腿还在动呢

交警让我们做记录，留联系方式，报道受伤情况
我经过大夫诊断完了以后被定为“左髋外伤”，
需要照x光检查一下
大夫和警察跟我们说我们要自己先付医药费并且保留发票
然后等到交通队把事故处理完了之后会联系我们由车主赔偿
不过，司机当时已经逃跑了。。。。
照完x光大夫说我没有问题
根交警做完记录就回来了

当时逃生心切又亢奋又麻木，也不觉得疼
回来以后平静一会才觉得左屁股和左小腿疼。。。
现在回来以后一直在后怕。。幸亏我坐的位置好，
要不很可能就挂了

那一声巨响的时候，几乎任何人都没有反应时间做任何选择
一切都是听天由命，被甩到哪就是哪
我算幸运的，有前面椅子和人缓冲
有些人被其他人层层压在下面
车下那个人据说是在第一排被从前车窗甩了出去
然后车由于惯性往前滑，正好把她压在了车下

最害怕的时候是车往前滑动的时候，
那个时候已经意识到车出事了，
但是车还没有停下来，也不知道是撞哪了，
车里面到处都是烟
无法形容那种恐惧
一是怕被压扁，二是怕着火爆炸
当时本能就是趴在地上盯着车门
还算幸运的是车门被撞开了而且还正对着我

后来在医院平静一会之后，我们几个受轻伤的人就开始后怕

有一个小伙子也是轻伤，他当时是坐在副驾驶的位置
正好是他那个位置迎面撞上了水泥墩子
估计整个车也就他和司机对这件事有心里准备
因为他眼看着水泥墩子朝向自己撞过来了
出于本能，他用手支住了前面，于是人才没有被甩出去
而那个被压在车下的售票员，可能是没有心里准备
也可能是没有地方扶，就活活的被甩出去了

当初出发前在车站的时候，这个车的司机跟另一个车的司机在打架
当时我妈妈就说别做前面那个车，那个司机打架肯定没好心情
结果没想到后面这个车的司机也是打架的一员
感觉母亲的直觉很多时候都是很准
这次她就不主张我下午走，因为上午下雾，下午又阴天，阴森森的
结果果然让她说中了，我父亲后来也说昨天晚上一宿没做好梦
结果今天出事了

这个司机貌似还打赢了在沾沾自喜，
在车上得意洋洋跟女售票员大声聊天，
还讲黄色笑话
结果，乐极生悲。。。
售票员被压在了车下，生死未卜
司机在出事了以后逃跑了，不过相信法网恢恢，
他肯定跑不了

现在我终于回到了宿舍，安静的坐在床上
于是就开始怀疑我眼前这个世界，
怀疑并且感慨我居然还活着

我们每天都不可避免的要坐汽车，火车，飞机，还有骑自行车
这些天灾人祸真的是无法预测
祝愿每一个人都平平安安
我们每个人都应该平时多做善事，多攒人品

为了我们的亲人，恋人好好的活着
上帝会眷恋善良的人
那个被压在车下的售货员，
跟司机唧唧歪歪了一道，分散司机注意力，
车上的人都皱眉头，后来人们都说她活该，这是报应
不过我还是祝愿她能活下来
这次其实就算比较幸运了，
尽管汽车撞烂了，但是没有死人，至少目前还没有
那个孕妇肚里的孩子也不知道怎么样了

还有就是感觉我的心理素质还是不够好
当时从车里逃出来以后光兴奋了
居然没想起来记车号，后来电话里经过父亲的提醒才想起来
后来急救车来之前我还打算跟前面一辆到北京的车走了
后来一想还是应该跟着急救车去检查一下
并且跟警察做好记录
要不之后要是真发现什么严重内伤都没有地方去维权索赔
当时一跑出来一兴奋，这些事情居然都没有想起来

总而言之

我最近要更加多做善事来偿还这次的人品了